I adore my children and love every minute with them. I love homeschooling and I thank the Lord every day when we begin our day that He has drawn us to homeschooling. I wouldn't have it any other way. That said, there is something about the quietness of the night when all have gone off to bed. My little nursing fella stays down here with me until we go upstairs together later, but the girls head up around 9:00. I don't watch TV really, but I do visit my favorite blogs, research any latest query that has been mulling over in my brain that day, and to navigate around ravelry a bit. I just joined a month or so ago, so I'm still weeding through the vastness of the internet knitting world known as ravelry. Some very inspiring, beautiful, amazing knitters out there, along with some, well, odd people. As a Christian, I am careful with what I put in front of my eyes so I really dislike it when I click on someone's profile to see some of their other projects and there's questionable content and curse words, etc. :( Could really do without that! I've yet to really connect with a particular group yet, I just keep lurking and adding groups to my profile.
I have no other desire in my day to be away from my children. They stay with us during service in church, we don't get sitters for them, and we do most things together as a family. But, there is a refueling of energy and a quietness of my spirit I experience in the solitude of the night.
I notice that there is a similar feeling to the wee hours of the morning as well. I actually have fond memories of coming downstairs with my oldest daughter a few months ago. She was feeling sick, maybe around 2 or 3 AM. I brought the baby downstairs with us, I put National Velvet in, nice and low, and made some tea. These moments call for tea. Some nice English Breakfast or Earl Gray. We sat together and chatted, grateful for the private moments between a growing young lady and a mama. There is something about the mother in this film. Well, firstly, she knits AND she's a thrower like me. There is such a quiet strength about this character. She knows just when to let her daughter's wings fly and when to put her foot down. There is a beautiful scene when she gives Velvet the money for the admissions for the Grand National. It was her own prize money that she won years ago from a swimming race. What a moving scene up in the attic of their beautiful little cottage. This is a movie that we borrowed from the library, but whenever I think of it, I know it's one that we need to own. Just for the memory of that night.
I had to stop a minute because my little fella was giving me kisses...now he's off crawling to play with his sisters and explore the dog's food bowl.
May the Lord richly bless your day,
Lisa
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